9 pm: stumbled onto video's talking about Canadian IMP's (The Canadian version of MRE's) and their unboxing and consumption. There was always instant coffee in them.
10:15 pm: In the process of my third video on the subject matter, and thought. Hell I figure there is some instant espresso in the house we have never used. My brain screams. "Let's Try it!" First time I've listened to my brain in a while, bad idea.
10:30 pm: Has made the first large cup of instant espresso with two heaping teaspoons of it when it says only to add half a teaspoon. Tasted bitter as hell, added milk and sugar. Realized my mistake... It was too good.
11:15 pm: Finished the first large cup. Buzzed the hell up. First time realizing that espresso does a magical job of caffeinating my brain. Deciding never to drink energy drinks again, and normal coffee would never be the same.
11:45 pm: Wanting a second cup it was delicious and realizing that it was literally and figuratively addicting. Started to resist.
12:30 am: Having a hard time resisting the silky smooth flavour of the coffee. Decided to go for a walk in the rain to 'cool my jets'.
12: 50 am: Stumbled into 7-11 bought a double big gulp of vanilla Dr.Pepper, started to drink it.
1:20 am: Realized I had consumed well over half the drink, now dealing with a sugar high as I was crashing from the caffeine.
2:40 am: Started making this journal entry as I realize I will be up for several more hours and might try for a all nighter now that I failed in my attempt to resist the espresso. Is drinking a second large cup.
3:05 am: Finished large cup and now come to the conclusion this is all cyclical my life as I know it is ruined. My resistance was futile. I'm now assimilated...